still dreaming... STILL DREAMING??

'Oh, it was just a dream, just a dream, just a dream... a dream'. It looks real and it felt real... your face, your voice. The way you smile, the sound of your voice and the way you talk... they all looked real for me. Then I woke up... you're not here beside me, I won't ever see your face, your sweet smile and hear your voice again.

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It's almost late in the evening now and I still can't forget that dream. Why can't I just forget about it like the other dreams I have? Just like when I woke up and can't remember anything about what I dreamt last night. So I don't have this lingering feeling inside of me that I've been trying to get over. Why is that for this past few months you're always invading my dreams? I'm just trying to forget about you, getting over this feeling... stopping me to cause myself any further more troubles. I was so grateful to you for this feelings that helped me a lot to forget him. So thankful because it surpassed the one I have for him, teaching me to love someone else and that someone happens to be you. The one who my heart wants and the one who my heart cannot have.

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