my birthday!

happy birthday! yeah right! to me... you should be happy because it's your day but why i don't feel happy at all. something's not right, i might be doing something wrong that it turn out this way. for crying out loud can't i have an out of this world birthday celebration where i can really say... yeah this must be, it is the happiest day of my life!

but still thankful for god for giving me this another life. to those who greeted me this day and for that big pretzel... yummy! thank you! ^^